New Baby

So most of you know, we are having a baby in August. The due date was originally August 8th, but she moved it up to August 4th at my last appointment. We will hopefully find out if it's a boy or a girl on Feb. 15th. It has been a little surreal this time around. For some reason it just isn't sinking in like it did with Daxton. Hopefully when we know what it is and can start throwing names around, it will be better. I have started feeling the first flutters, so that has helped a little. On the up side, it has been going by much faster this time. It might be because I'm preoccupied with another kid and 2 jobs, but it's been good. I'm already going into the second trimester!! I have been having some mixed feelings about having a second kid. I feel a little bad taking some of the attention away from Daxton, and I can't imagine loving someone as much as him... although everyone tells me your heart just grows and you do. I'm sure I will, it just seems so weird still. One thing that put a whole new light on things for me was when I asked Dax if he wants a brother or a sister (which I'm not sure he understands the meaning of those words yet) and his response was "friend". Wow, that was a really good reminder that things will be fine, and in the end Daxton gets a little friend to play with. Overall we are really excited for the new arrival.